Meaningless

Honestly, this hurts. I cannot breathe. All of the distractions wore off, I'm alone. I can't put anything on that stupid social networking site because I don't want peoples pity. I don't want them to know. They don't need to know. Its none of their freaking business. I don't want this. I never did. Not once. Not even at my highest point of anger. God is close to the broken. The problem is He had to break me to bring me closer to Him. If I hadn't ignored Him this wouldn't be a problem. That's whats most important in this, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. And its doesn't mean it will go away.