Devastation and Reform

So the Duckies just won game 2! Halfway there. First period started, all the anticipation I had building up to the game had paid off. Fast moving, physical hockey for the first 10 minutes. Sens dominated the last couple minutes of the period, but that was about it. So the second period went by like a herd of elephants. [Terrible simile, I know, but it's all I got right now]And then second intermission, I'm home alone with money left for me, so I go and get a slurpee. That's about where my interest in the game unintentionally stopped. I get back, and after about 2 minutes, I'm completely out of the game. I couldn't sit still, and my head wasn't all there. About 6 minutes left though, I was able to settle down on the couch and cheer on my ducks. I started screaming at the TV, yes the unemotional one screaming at the TV. No witnesses though. But they put the puck in the net, and i hit my head on the roof, or ceiling fan, I am not sure. But long story short, Ducks up 2-0! And yeah that's my little quip on the game since I haven't blogged in a few days. Rough times. Til the next one!

Initiation

So I haven't blogged for a few days now and I decided it was about time I finally did. I had a couple of nights with little sleep to think about stuff. Things like life, my failures, what I would like to do, but seemingly can't. So after all of this thinking I realized something about myself. I am terrible at initiating. And it's not only in one area either. In so many ways I can't initiate anything. I personally think I lack this skill because I fear what will happen if I do initiate something and it doesn't work out, or embarass myself, but that's about all that I could come up with. I'm sure there are other reasons but I can't think of them, because they are probably subconscious. Oh well though. What can you do? I'm sure there are things I could do, but would I do them, most likely not. I'm kinda hoping this changes for the sake of one thing, but other than that it really doesn't bother me that I am terrible at initiation. Things will all eventually work out in the end. Yes, I know that is the lazy way to think because it requires the least amount of effort, but it works for me at the moment.

Ineffable

So I was watching one of the best TV shows ever the other day, How I Met Your Mother, and I came across a new favorite word. The word: ineffable. Definition? Well you are on your own for that one, but I fell in love with it instantly. HAHA my love for you is ineffable hahaha. Alright that was soo lame. Moving on. Honestly though, how cool are words! There are so many of them, and every once in a while you come across one that you really like, like I did yesterday. I also realized while watching this show that I have a very boring life, but apparently I do have one. Not only did the fact I was watching a TV show by myself on DVD help me realize this, but nothing exciting ever happens. O.K, that's a lie, exciting stuff happens to me all the time, but it is only exciting to me. Very rarely do I do something that is totally awesome and I get to enjoy it with someone at the same time. I am hoping that in the future this changes. Actually I know it will, I'm just gonna have to get up off my behind and do stuff. Well this blog has just about reached the point where interest rates drop rapidly, so I will wrap it up. Two quick points to make before the end. First of all, if you don't watch the show How I Met Your Mother, you should start as soon as possible because you are missing out. And second I know this is only my second blog, but I still have to say that in the future they won't be as terrible as the first two. Jonathan Zielke... OUT!!

Numero Uno

Jonathan Zielke has entered the blog world! It seems pretty exciting to me, but probably not for anyone else. It's a place to ramble off everything that is on my mind, and a little something that very few people, besides Adam, will ever read. This idea came to me, to start my own blog, on the van ride back from May Camp. It actually didn't come to me, I was told to start one. So here I am a day later, now officially a blogger. Today was the first day back at school after the long weekend and it was pretty good. Not my best day ever, but it had it's highlights. Spent the whole lunch hour with just Adam, got some good conversations going. I enjoyed it thoroughly. I was just gonna mention a little number on what I didn't like about the day, but it could put me in a situation that I would not like to be in, so I will leave it at that. Any how, I hate to get rolling and have to stop, but my brothers are watching a movie and I cannot hear my music, so I shall be going now. Thanks for taking your time to read this pointless blog. Until next time I'm Jonathan Zielke.