Wisdom. Or Lack Thereof

It's so hard to not give a facebook status right now. I've had a few doozies. But where would that get me? It's like my vengeful nature is trying to seep through. But that is not me. I don't want to anyways. What's the point if it has the chances of destroying what I have spent the last 3-4 years working towards? There is none. I am ashamed that I had these negative thoughts for ten seconds. I could say that I am bothered that I actually took the time to change. But thats not true. I am a much better person than I was 2 months ago. Still horrible, but I am progressing. I have this odd sense of peace and patience that I didn't have in April. Whether that makes a difference to you, is beyond me.