Blessed.

It has been extremely hard for me to be positive recently. I am trying really hard though. Today made it easier. The government is my friend as of right now. I am blessed. I live in the best province. I have an amazing family. All of whom love and support me. I have some awesome friends. I did not lose Leah entirely. That has helped a lot. If I have to spend the rest of my life just being her friend, I would be honoured. Disappointed. But still grateful. God has given me so many great things and I take them for granted all of the time. I don't know what He has in store for the future, but I hope and pray He makes me better through everything. And that He is glorified, not myself.