Front Row

The title says it all. I'm going to see a concert front row, albeit Starfield and Fee. But it is still front row. The rest of my life is falling into its same old boring self. I would say I enjoy it but it may be a lie. I am not sure. I do enjoy it sometimes. But others I do not. I am watching the News currently. That doesn't do much for me. It is hard to stay optimistic while watching other people win the lottery (when clearly that would solve all of my problems). On the bright side I have been pretty encouraged and inspired the past few days. I'm pretty stoked to see where God leads me. Wherever the heck that is. I'm hoping for big things. I am positive I was made for them. But some days I get down on myself for being such a failure with absolutely no motivation. One of these days I will break that spell and spread my wings and fly. I'm half expecting to fall on my face and maybe break a few vertibraes. Should be fun, I am pretty stoked. Thankfully I have a great medical plan working at the Dollar Giant...